Sunday, July 4, 2010

I'm always slightly in everyone else's conversations. I don't know why. I guess I'm nosey. I don't know exactly where it comes from. I just observe more of what's going on around me than most people. So I was walking. I saw two older individuals. Male & Female. Presumably married, don't know for sure. I heard the man say to the woman, "Let's go to our bench!” "Our bench!!!!" I thought, HUH! Then they were gone. I walked a bit, and a bit later, I stumbled upon those two, at their bench! Yes, because I am nosey and always slightly in everyone else's business, I snapped a photo. I thought it was beautiful. The two and their bench.

My thoughts.

1. Trust no one.

2. Our budget for a new home is at the "poverty line"...that's awesome.

3.  I miss people that knew and loved Monica Lee...she was pretty awesome.

4. I miss ocean breezes and salty skin.

5. I miss my mom.

6. Sometimes the aching in my heart is unbearable.

7. Nobody is perfect and my bubble has burst.

8. Who get's married on the 4th of July? Isn't that a tad bit pretentious and rude to the U.S.A.?

9. Why do people persist, when you have voiced that you are at your limit. Then you are the one who is wrong because you blew up.  Oh darn emotions.

10. I wonder if it is 96 degrees in California right now?

11. I need a nap.

12. Why are polly pocket clothes so hard to put on....I do not <3 Polly Pocket.

13. If I could be anywhere but here, I would.

14. Green tea is amazing. Thank God for Green tea + Bob Marley at Starbucks today. Otherwise I would not have survived.

15. alone.

16. There are I might just survive.

17. California <3

18. I wish I knew how to spell.

19. I have excelled at everything, job, school...but not this...why?

20. I like to swim, I wish I could go swimming.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

The most beautiful days are spent gazing upon dragonflies!